You'll notice that the title of the blog has changed. We've changed from "From My Brain" to "Out of My Mind". The URL will be the same, but I like this title better. It's exactly the kind of wordplay that I like, and it amuses me greatly. The thoughts come out of my mind, but I am, on occasion, out of my mind.
Sorry I haven't updated in a while. On top of being a little out of my mind (see told you I liked it), I've got chronic pain issues. I have degenerative disc disease. I've got a full blown herniated disc at L5/S1 (lumbar vertebra 5 and sacral vertebra 1 for those who aren't familiar with spinal anatomy). It hurts most of the time, and it hurts a lot sometimes. My coccyx is also deviated back by quite a bit due to breaking it twice, plus I have arthritis in my back, as well as muscle/nerve involvement. I have arthritis in both my knees, in the right one worse than the left. I can't straighten my right knee out all the way. Plus I have fibromyalgia. Yeah, I am in general, falling apart. My old orthopedic surgeon used to tell me I was too young to be this damaged. Yeah, well obviously I'm not because here I am.
My knees have bothered me for about 25 years. For those of you playing along, yes, I'm 38. Since I was a teenager they have never not bothered me. Plus I have a lot of trauma to my knees thanks to my brother and father, and trying to learn how to ice skate. I made it through half of one class, fell and tore my anterior cruciate ligament in my right knee.
Anyway, there is all this back story to explain that I have been dealing with a lot of pain recently as well as some nasty headaches. Chronic pain is exhausting and it leaves me not really willing or wanting to do much. I also get grumpy and short-tempered. The fact that there is so much more going on with DH and The Boy, whose school problems are a post for another day, and I'm screaming from stress and anxiety and pain. Sunday I ended staying in my room for about 8 hours and didn't talk to anyone or do anything. Very refreshing.
Just to warn you, you should prepare yourself for more snow pictures. April 1 we are going to get hit with a winter storm, 6-12 inches in my area. The calendar may say spring, but I live in the Great White North. I actually saw snow the first May that I live here. And I think there has been at least one severe storm in April every winter but one. One year in March we had storms every Wednesday.
On the moving to Wordpress thing, I'm not too sure that it's going to happen soon. I have the account, but I'm feeling very frustrated with it, so I haven't spent the time that I should to figure it out. On the other hand, I have just opened a Tumblr account.... I'm quite the social media maven.
As always, prayers and thoughts go out to all the people in Japan. I hope that my reader(s) are safe and warm and with everything they need. I'm now going to add in the people of Libya.
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